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16
Aug

DON’T STOP, CAN’T STOP JINHWA GO

I wouldn’t trade this for anything.

Right now I feel extremely exhausted, yet super great. Yesterdays practice was over today at 3am. Then at around 12 we had a rehearsal. And even though, we did a lot of mistakes the judges were applauding us. According to them, we grew a little, so did our dancing skills. And this feeling that we felt because of their reaction is so great! I love my family, and I’m so happy. Now I believe that we can show a great performance and leave a good expression on the public. Can’t wait for the event!

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12
Aug

Myliu aš tave labiau nei bet kas kitas ir VISKAS TUO PASAKYTA

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Jėėėėėėtus, kaip senai nerašiau. Vis dėl tos nepastovios nuotaikos. Keistas aš vaikas. Tai depresuoju, tai verkiu iš laimės, o iš kur ta laimė velniai žino. Tiek daug visko vyksta, kad sunku būtų viską aprašyt. Bet kam įdomios tos detalės ar problemos. Tikiu, kad Jūs jų turite nė kiek nemažiau nei aš pati.

Jau buvau pasiryžus ištrinti šį savo ‘dienoraštį‘, bet…  pirma buvo gaila, o dabar tiesiog užsinorėjau kažką parašyt. Ir visai nesvarbu ar kas nors skaitys, ar ne. Aš pati paskaitysiu kurią nors naktį ruošdamasi egzaminui.

Artėja nowjapanas, o kartu ir paskutinis JinHwa pasirodymas ant scenos. Tikiuosi parodysim gerą pasirodymą, juk tiek laiko ir jėgų įdėjom. Dabar kaip tik paskutinė savaitė iki mūsų laukiamo pasirodymo, tad treniruotės suvalgo visą laisvą laiką, o kur dar kostiumai, kuriuos turime pasisiūti pačios. Stebiuosi, kad anksčiau je turėdavau veiklos nebūdavo kada galvot apie liūdnus dalykus, tačiau dabar jie evoliucionavo, tapo išradingesni ir sugeba įsibraut į mano mintis, kad ir ką veikčiau. Štai pavyzdžiui vakar buvau be galo pavargus po treniruotės ir gan greit užmigau, bet jie įsibrovė į sapnus. Nesiskundžiu. Sapnas man patiko *smirk* būtų nuostabu jei išsipildytų bent dalis jo. Štai ir išlindo, mano blogas bruožas. Aš vis viliuosi, kad kažkas pasikeis. Kodėl aš negaliu būt pesimistė? Būtų lengviau. Manau. Na, nesvarbu.

Vistiek tikiuosi.

Myliu aš tave labiau nei numanai

Pirmą kartą taip beprotiškai ir aklai

Myliu aš tave labiau nei bet kuris kitas

Viskas tuo pasakyta…

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12
Aug

I tweet you <3

  • No words can explain how I feel about you, but sometimes I wonder how you feel about me.
  • Sometimes two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together.
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1
Aug

I’ve found this ‘Don’t be afraid to be yourself. Reblog and bold what applies to you.’ So here it goes:

  • I’m loud.
  • I’m sarcastic.
  • I cry easily.
  • I have a bad temper.
  • I’m easy to get along with. 
  • I have more enemies than friends.
  • I’ve smoked.
  • I drink coffee. 
  • I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

  • I wear make-up. 
  • I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
  • I wear contacts.
  • I wear glasses.
  • I have braces.
  • I change my hair color often.
  • I have small feet.
  • I have a piercing. (ears)

Relationships:

    • I’m in a relationship now.

 

  • I’m single.
  • I’m crushin’.
  • I’ve missed an ex before.
  • I’m ALWAYS scared of being hurt.
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
  • I’ve been in love more than two times.
  • I believe in love at first sight.

Friendships:

  • I have a best friend.  
  • I have at least ten REAL friends.
  • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
  • I’ve beaten up a friend.
  • I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
  • I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve taken a taxi.
  • I’ve taken a city bus.
  • I’ve taken a school bus.
  • I’ve made a speech. 
  • I’ve been in some sort of club.

Music:

  • I listen to R&B.
  • I listen to pop.
  • I listen to techno.
  • I listen to rock. 
  • I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. 
  • I download music. 
  • I buy CD’s. 

Family Life:

  • I get along with both of my parents for the most part.
  • My biological parents are still together.
  • I have at least one brother.
  • I’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • I’ve sworn at my parents.
  • I’ve made my parents cry.
  • I’ve lied to my parents. 
  • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. 
  • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing. 

Hair:

  • I’ve had streaks.
  • I’ve cut my hair in the past year. 
  • I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve been blonde.
  • I’ve had black.
  • I’ve been red.
  • I use conditioner.  
  • I’ve curled my hair. 
  • I’ve straightened my hair. 
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30
Jul

Heyyyy~

It was ages since my last normal post so I decided to make a short update. No matter how hard I wanted to change my blog and stop writing emotional stuff I couldn’t get rid of this habit of mine. And this is why I will talk about my boring life. My days consist of working, dancing, sometimes dramas and constant analysis of my actions and feelings. Seriously, sometimes it’s so difficult. At times I feel extremely happy, but there’re times when I think that all this leads to one big depression. Boys…. And they say it’s difficult to understand girls. But, yeah… there’s no-one to blame just myself. Not to mention my studies. I don’t feel so secure anymore, and I thing that I shouldn’t have taken up English studies. What scares me most is that can’t see any future vision while everyone around seems to have already found their place under the sun. Family, friends, future, love… ESPECIALLY love and future I can’t take off my mind. Everything is so…uncertain. But I’m in no position to change anything. Am I?  Family is in a mess, all those dramatic things like quarrels over small things, expectations, and responsibility. Grrrr~ I hate responsibility. I don’t want to be responsible for anything. Just let me be a child for a few more years…

Anyways, I’m sorry that I made you to read this boring summary from the past months.

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30
Jul

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26
Jul

I will forget you.

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I’m just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it. Yes~

# REPEAT

I will erase everything.
I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals…
I will. I will. I will forget you.

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17
Jul

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13
Jul

Regrets have no cure.

Sadly.

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8
Jul

I should stop now…

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